I miss you EJ

My brother EJ passed away almost 14 years ago! I still miss him every day I still can't believe that he has been gone that long. I always wish that we could go back in time and I could tell him that I love him, but I know he knows that I do. Although i was only ten when he passed I learned so much at a very young age about life. And I guess you can say that I had to grow up kinda fast but as weird as it is i wouldn't change it. Through his passing i have become who i am. dint get me wrong I would give anything to have him here with me and i wish that he was but since he is not I have to look at it in a good way. I have always known since I was ten years old that I had to live my life a certain I wanted to live with him again!

There will always be things that I wish he was here for physically, like i wish he could have met Kevin and my children and seen me do all sorts of things and i wish i could have seen him date and go on a mission and get married! I know that he will on day do all of those things but i do know that he is always with me spiritually. I know that when I got married in the Temple he was there!!! It is his birthday today and i just wanted to write a little note about him and say how much I love and miss my big brother. Although he did pick on me like big brothers do I miss him so much!! Happy birthday EJ i love you

This is my family every year on his birthday we get together and have dinner and have a birthday party for him he is 29 today!!

1 year!!!!!

So kev and i have been married a year now CRAZY!! it has gone by so fast and we have had tons of fun together!! i couldn't ask for a better husband i love him so much!! we went to Vegas to celebrate our year together. we went to the blue man group and sat on the front row and got bananas all over us!! and we went to the tournament of the kings and shopped and i won $100 playing black jack for the first time hehe! it was so much fun to spend the week with him and do whatever we wanted and we didn't have to run around and go to work we could just be together. thanks honey for a wonderful year and many more to come!!

Year end Concert

I teach dance as all of you know and we just had our year end concert!! i love teaching dance and being with the cute kids! they all did great!!! i get to teach a special needs class at the studio that we offer for free and they got to preform too what a blessing it is to me that i get to teach them>what joy they have for dance and how greatful their parents are that they get to dance. i wish that every child i teach gets to see how blessed they are that they have a body that will do anything they want it to do that they can run jump and dance!! nut any way here is some pics of them!!








And my girls did amazing as well i love their cute little faces!!

we miss you Kynslee

It has been a year since my cute little niece Kynslee died!! she was born with a Heart defect and blessed us with her sweet spirit for seven months before she returned to our heavenly father! she is so sweet and has the best parents ever who love and miss her very much. I am still amazed with how strong her parents are Ben and Teea you are an inspiration to us all thank you for your example.
Kynslee passed away the same day that i went through the temple to receive my endowments. Although it was a very hard day and really emotional I could feel her there with me. I feel that i was blessed that i could be in the temple to be comforted. I knew she was there and so was my brother EJ who died when he was 15. I miss both of them so much and i am so glad that i have my faith that i will be with them again someday. I thought that i would share some pic of my sweet angel niece!

Dance Dance Dance

i have been super busy with work lately with competitions and performances and everything. but when i stop to think about it... i am so lucky to have a job that i LOVE!! i love to teach dance. it's amazing to be able to share something that you love so much and see it in their little sweet faces that they love it too!! as we are coming up to the end of our dance year i just wanted to thank all the moms that i work with your girls are so sweet and i have really enjoyed teaching this year! thank you for letting me be a part of their lives!!

pic tag

this is when i had a sleep over at my house with Jaylee, Hannah, TaeLor, and Sammy. they did a beauty pageant and this was Jaylee's talent costume haha so crazy!!

em tagged me and you need to go to the fourth folder and the fourth pic and write a little something about it!! i tag jenn, shandi, kirie, and amanda