My brother EJ passed away almost 14 years ago! I still miss him every day I still can't believe that he has been gone that long. I always wish that we could go back in time and I could tell him that I love him, but I know he knows that I do. Although i was only ten when he passed I learned so much at a very young age about life. And I guess you can say that I had to grow up kinda fast but as weird as it is i wouldn't change it. Through his passing i have become who i am. dint get me wrong I would give anything to have him here with me and i wish that he was but since he is not I have to look at it in a good way. I have always known since I was ten years old that I had to live my life a certain I wanted to live with him again!
There will always be things that I wish he was here for physically, like i wish he could have met Kevin and my children and seen me do all sorts of things and i wish i could have seen him date and go on a mission and get married! I know that he will on day do all of those things but i do know that he is always with me spiritually. I know that when I got married in the Temple he was there!!! It is his birthday today and i just wanted to write a little note about him and say how much I love and miss my big brother. Although he did pick on me like big brothers do I miss him so much!! Happy birthday EJ i love you
This is my family every year on his birthday we get together and have dinner and have a birthday party for him he is 29 today!!